An eye opening experience

Well it happened, my secret fear of all fears. One of my favorite summer past times is to spend the day at a theme park and take part in all the thrills and chills the rides have to offer. Being that I've almost always been heavy, I've always stood in line slightly nervous that the belt wont fit and I'd have to take that walk of shame, but I was always fortunate and the belt would always click closed until last week while on vacation in New England and we went to six flags and I had to take that walk of shame on our final ride of the day (even though this ride was our first of the day too, and the seat belt buckled then) It was the most humiliating event of my 40 years. I wanted to die/cry/and every other emotion It was absolutely horrible. I have been eating much better since then as you can imagine. I ordered a portion controlled plate and glass for diabetes eating. It should be here soon, that should help not only with portion control but to keep my head (and fork)  on task at meal times. I've been busy working on creating a peaceful crafting area for me to Kraft away the day working on my Kreations. I have some more fall crochet to work on this week and then its time to start making trick or treating ghosts. I'm creating a new recipe tonight for Teriyaki Turkey meatballs, thinking my non fried brown rice and some stirfryed bokchoy and mushrooms would be a good side. I'll post the recipe tomorrow if its family approved tonight. Later alligators...off to be Krafty :)